Speak, Love

I speak words, often of meanings that betray the immediacy of their intent often of times when my present circumstance cannot conceive often of days and moments not lived often of values not formed. I speak words, words to inspire and enlighten words to direct and command words to coerce and negotiate words to save …

Of Idiots and Sentimental Fanatics: Introduction

I am Nigel. I live a complicated life. It is grouped according to specific classifications and codes to guide my decision making. I will be a very miserable old man if i end up with alzheimer’s. However, i love life and live it fully; often a little over the top. Like the time i decided …

Whirlwinds of Emotion

There is a joy beyond the smile A happiness beyond the cheer A peace beyond the silence A pleasure beyond the moan Unexplained, yet understood Elusive, yet ever present. It swells from a gulf of deep-seated denial Erupts from a place deeper than your core Bursts through a barrier of suppressed sentiment It consumes you. Wholly, Completely, Fully. …